Checking My Book


Your eyes saw my unformed body; all my days were written in Your book and ordained for me before one of them came to be. ~ Psalm 139:16

I stepped into The Realms of Heaven Sunday to get a glimpse of my Book. If you're not accustomed to checking your Psalm 139:16 Book my course Aligning Time & Destiny (2018) will introduce you to it and get you going. I've been doing a lot of work in The Courts of Heaven (TCoH) recently and that makes you bold (Proverbs 28:1) because every verdict is rendered in your favor. So, I decided I'd go and check on the progress of one particular desire of my heart. It's something the demonic has harassed me about for a long time so much that I pursue it, then let it go, then pick it up again and then drop it. 

That is called a demonic cycle, my friends. I'm trapped in a loop regarding that desire and they tax me whenever I take steps to possess it. The taxation is ... hahaha ... taxing and I relent with my tail between my legs and head hanging in shame. Oh, if you're new and thought I was one of those teachers who professes perfection in every area of life, you're mistaken. I teach and minister deliverance because I've had to be delivered from a lot and I'm constantly seeking after more freedom and great intimacy with Yeshua because He made it available. 

Anyhoo. I stepped into Heaven and immediately my escorts were at my side. I asked to see my Book and the specific pages. I went into the reading room and as usual my Book was on a raised easel and already open. I looked at the page and the writing was garbled. There were layers and layers of writing on top of writing so that nothing was legible. Not one word was legible. I'm totes not surprised that was the case at all. Because of my making decrees and saying I was taking it by faith, then letting it go over and over and over and over again, I'd written over what Elohim ordained time after time over the last 15 or 20 years. 

I asked, "How do I clear this up so I can read it?" 

"Prayer," he said.

"That's it?!"

"And fasting," he replied.

"I can do that." 

I started a fast Sunday at 6 p.m. and got up at 3 a.m. (4th Watch) to pray in tongues. Later on Monday I went back to get another look at my Book. This time the letters and words were unraveling off of the page. They were spiraling off to the left kind of like the DNA stand and were like the colors of the rainbow. All of the colors not just the seven basics; there were pinks and golds and everything in between. That went on for a while so I left, ended my fast at 6 and decided to come back today (Tuesday). When I went in this morning the unraveling had stopped and the page was blank. Everything in Heaven is good, which I've had to be reminded of, so I didn't panic when I saw nothing was there.

I asked, "Does that mean a 'blank slate?'"


Then I went to Court to ask that the blank page be filled in with something glorious. I also asked for confirmation that the work was done (Mark 16:20).

When this was finished and I was recording in my journal I realized I'd dreamed of this desire both Sunday night and last night. Generally, I would have been searching those dream encounters for anything significant to latch on to, but I'm going to tread very lightly this time around. I'm following The Spirit of Yahweh and not even giving my soul a millisecond to inject its opinion into this situation. Allowing for too much soul input is why my page had to be erased in the first place.

For those who aren't familiar with The Courts of Heaven, first read The Bible. Then pray in tongues and commune with The Godhead and let your spiritual senses be enlightened (Ephesians 1:17-21). I stumbled upon TCoH in 2012 when I fought my custody battle through prayer. I prayed at 3 to 6 a.m. for 50 days straight and on one of the last days I had a vision. I was in a courtroom in Heaven and The Just Judge said, "It is finished," then three days later my son's father called me and said he was giving me back custody of our son. 

That being said, if you were planning to email me about this not being true or possible, you'd have better use of your time doing something else 'cause you can't dissuade me after having my custody battle overturned through prayer without me stepping foot in a natural/physical courtroom. 

I bless you in Yeshua's Name and Authority.  

© 2021 Zari Banks, M.Ed